About three weeks in and I finally have a major mental breakdown. To be honest, that's three weeks longer than I thought I'd make it. =P

I'm actually supposed to be in class right now but I seriously can't deal with 5 hours of drawing while I'm internally freaking out. I e-mailed my teacher before hand and I hope she cuts me some slack for being responsible and contacting her. I haven't heard back from her though so I'm still kinda nervous. I just heard back and she cut me no slack. ;o;

This whole breakdown thing really just came up and hit me pretty hard. It was like:

Week 1: Fine.
Week 2: Fine.
Week 3: Little lonely but nothing I can't handle.
Week 4: FUCK!!!

I can't concentrate on anything right now. I had practically the whole day off yesterday and yet I got next to nothing done because the only way I can ward off the anxieties is to take my mind off reality (Oh Shadows Return, where would I be without you? <3). I can function better around other people but alone I'm a mess.

I've scheduled a meeting with the schools therapist so hopefully I'll be able to work some things out.